“You should project yourself as a rising star,” my mom said.
I don’t know why I’ve become small, meek, laughing at everything that doesn’t need to be laughed at, conciliatory, afraid. I’ve been thrown into this wild sea, and I’m questioning whether I’m the right fish to swim in it.
But I am. I’ve been writing ever since I was eleven. I know my shit. I’ve been playing with words even before I read a book that advised me to play with words. Innovative writing was instinctual. I don’t know why, but I’ve always been like that.
I practice regularly. I try to publish almost everyday in this blog, but when I can’t, I make sure I still write something. I do my morning pages, which are three intermediate-pad-sized pages full of scribbles. I do writing challenges, I experiment in poetry, I dabble in fiction. I know my shit.
I am intelligent. I read a lot of books, and I do a lot of thinking. I’ve been an honor student ever since I was a kid. More time and more experience will make me more secure, but I don’t want to wait. I guess I just have to fake it till I make it, and the faking starts today.
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