Note: I found this in my laptop, and omg it’s so embarrassing, it’s gold.
It’s hard to be obsessed when your crush doesn’t have Facebook. Yup, he’s one of those people, the ones who think that Facebook is beneath them. Why do I like older guys again?
When my crush has Facebook, I am updated on his random thoughts. I can make papansin with my posts and deliberately post something that I am sure he will comment on, and then I’ll start a conversation. I can be surprise kilig whenever he likes my posts. I can talk to him on the walls of our common friends so that I am commenting on the same topic, and it’s not like I went out of my way to find things he commented on and then try to strike up a conversation with him. I can look at his photos on Facebook and laugh about how ugly his ex-girlfriend/ current girlfriend is.
When he doesn’t reply, I’ll send him another message but this time it’s about another topic, because I’m hoping that shifting to a more interesting topic will make him. Of course, it’s not the topic that’s the problem, it’s me. He’s fuckin’ not interested in me, and I still will not get it.
I experienced that with him. He replied to my invite on “checking out a restaurant” (and I hoped that I was casual enough that it’s totally not a date kind of thing, when hello, who’s the stupid idiot was I fooling?), and he said he’s busy, I replied, “How about next week?”. Obviously, I was still learning how to take a fuckin’ hint.
So, yes, maybe it’s better that he’s not on Facebook, so I can get the fuck over him.
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