I Want You in Hell (Song Fragment)

I want you in hell
2003

I.
Now I want you
I want you
I want you
In hell

There are so many things in life that I hate
And you’re one of them

But I don’t wanna hate you
I don’t wanna break you
I just wish I never loved you
Wish I never knew you

Rap:
Don’t worry baby
People who have dumb lives
Get praised when they are dead

Identity (Song Fragment)

Identity
2001

now my identity
might be crazy
but in reality
I’m serious
why can’t you see
the real me
I’m not wearing a mask
I’m not wearing a mask
You just can’t find me

If I Told You Now (Song)

If I told you now
July 2, 2001


Chorus:
What would I
Accomplish if I told you
What would I
Accomplish if I told the truth
What would I
Accomplish if I told you now
(accomplish if I told you)

I.
Would you treat me better
(no, no, no, no)
things will just go bitter
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I (and I) would just suffer more longingly
And I (and I) it’s painful oh stupidity
What would (what would) come out of it
You (oh you) walking out that door
Yeah
(chorus)
II.
So I keep the anger inside, inside
Things will go worse not better or I could die
And I (and I) knowing this thing inside of me
I cry (I cry) shedding more tears that won’t dry
I know (I know) I have no reason for telling you
Coz I (coz I) knowing you you won’t understand
Knowing that you won’t understand

(chorus)
What would I
Accomplish if I told you
If I, if I
Knowing you won’t understand
No not anymore